Tuesday, July 26th, 2022 is the 63 Month Anniversary of the death of My Beloved Husband. It's been a very rough week and today was the worst. So depressed and no ambition to do anything. Just the necessities, that's all. It took me all day just to go to the store. Whoever say's life get's easier is full of it. I feel so alone without him. Horrible, horrible day. I try to keep busy to keep my mind off missing him, but today, no way. I hope tomorrow goes better than today. Otherwise nothing will get done. I feel so lost. I sit alone having my morning coffee and then get to work on everything we used to do together. I try to do all the thing's that need to be done, but some of them I just can't do myself. And I don't like asking anyone for help. I never did in the past, so why start now? We never asked for help. We did it all ourselves. Life without him is so hard. The Murdering scumbags took away my livelihood. I'll never be the person I used to be and it doesn't look like they'll ever be held accountable. Not in New Hampshire any way. Medical Murderers get a free pass. Pretty sad. People over 65 killed off just to save Social Security money and make sure the scumbag hospitals make a profit. This is what Obama is responsible for. Making Seniors EXPENDABLE! I hope I see the day when HE is ILLEGALLY forced onto Hospice/Palliative care and DNR'ED ILLEGALLY. That will make my day.
I Love you My Knight and always will! Extremely Pissed Off Wife of Bill Knightly, Murdered by NON-consensual Hospice/Palliative care at St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
