Today My Beloved Husband Billy has been gone 37 months, thank's to St. Joseph Hospital and their ILLEGAL, NON-consensual Hospice/Palliative Care and ILLEGAL DNR they forced on My Husband against our wishes, without our knowledge. An ILLEGAL DNR that even the NH Medical Board admitted was ILLEGAL, but still the Murderers walk free.
Life has NOT gotten any easier and I doubt it ever will. After having a soul mate by your side for over 43 years, that you share everything with, do everything with, think each other's thoughts, finish each other's sentences and cherish with all your heart, it's extremely hard to get along without that person no longer being by your side. All the things we did together, I now have to do on my own, or try to do on my own. Thank God we did everything together. He was a great teacher. If I wasn't by his side, helping him with all kinds of things, nothing would get done. I try to do everything the way Billy would want them done. The same way he did everything and I thank him every day for everything he taught me.
Marriage is a partnership. Teamwork. We were always happy doing everything together. Now when I have a problem, I ask him what to do. Sometimes when I wake up in the morning, I have my answer. Like he came to me in the night and told me exactly what to do. Other times the answer comes to me when I sit and talk to him. He may not be here in body, but I know he's here with me helping me do the many things we did together. Sometimes I surprise myself at what I've accomplished thanks to him. He was the Best and he will Never be forgotten. He was My Best friend, My Best Everything. The Best person I've ever known. Caring, Loving, kind hearted and full of life. Life that was taken away by the Hospital we trusted with our lives, our children's lives and our Grandchildrens lives. How could Healthcare become so horrendous? How could the Hospital we always trusted Murder My Beloved Husband and get away with it? And the State does NOTHING except give these Murderers a free ride. And My Husband isn't the only one they've Murdered. Many of our Loved one's are being Murdered by the Medical UN-professionals they trusted to treat them and save their lives. It's all about money. People on Medicare get the worst treatment, along with people over 65. The Hospitals just write them off, claiming they're too expensive to treat. Claiming our Loved ones are expendable. NO-ONE is expendable. One of the big problem is Hospitalist's. Your own Doctor is no longer allowed in the Hospital. Your Doctor that know's you and the care you need. Hospitalist's are there to save the Hospital money and killing off patient's saves the Hospitals plenty.
Hospitalist's need to go and so does Hospice/Palliative care. All Murderers! If you want to live, steer clear of Hospital's, especially St. Joes, the Hospital of Death! If I only knew then what I know now, My Husband would still be alive!
I Love you My Knight and always will! Extremely Pissed Off Wife of Bill Knightly, Murdered by NON-consensual Hospice/Palliative care at St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH
