I am Speaking up!!!!!!

I am Speaking up!!!!!!
Me and My Knight

Thursday, November 26, 2020

Today is the 43 Month Anniversary of the MURDER of My Husband Bill Knightly by St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH

 


Today is the 43 month Anniversary of the Murder of My Beloved Husband and the 4th Thanksgiving without him. He loved the holiday's and loved helping prepare the holiday meals. He loved cooking and helping with everything, no matter whether it was a holiday or just another day, but holiday's with him were very special.                                                     Life still suck's without him. It always will. We were a team. We helped each other with everything. Now it's just me. I'm so lost without him. I try to do everything myself. I don't like asking anyone for anything. We always did everything ourselves, so that's what I try to do, everything myself.                                                                                                                     And no, life is no easier. I don't imagine it ever will be. I'm just doing the best I can. I know he is watching over me and everything I do is how I know he would have done it. He was a great teacher and taught me well.  He was the best and no-one can ever take his place. We all love and miss him so much. He was a good man. A Loving Husband, Father and Grandfather. He loved his Grandchildren so much. They were the world to him and he was the world to them. The best Grandfather ever, always making sure they were happy and having fun. Life just isn't the same for any of us. He will never be forgotten. He will always be loved and remembered for the kind hearted and loving man he was. They say only the good die young. It's true. He was the best man I've ever met and he would still be here if he hadn't been MURDERED by the hospital we once trusted. I heard they're going downhill now. Good. They deserve to be shut down! A Catholic Hospital that kill's the patient's. Unbelievable!
KARMA!

I Love you My Knight and always will! Extremely Pissed Off Wife of Bill Knightly, Murdered by NON-consensual Hospice/Palliative care at St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH

Monday, October 26, 2020

Today is the 42 Month Anniversary of the MURDER of My Husband by St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH

 

Today is 42 month's since the Murder of my beloved Husband, Bill Knightly by the Hospital we once trusted.                                                                                                                         Still No Justice. Still No prosecution's, Nothing. But don't forget, this is Nashua, NH. I should have expected Nothing would be done. The good ole boy's still run this State. The Medical profession has this State in their pocket's. That's kind of obvious. The Medical Board sides with the Doctor's, even after admitting what was done to My Husband was ILLEGAL. The Nursing Board sides with the Nurses, even though one of the Nurse Practitioners was FIRED, the Nursing Board still did NOT  Nothing! And the other POS Nurse Practitioner was promoted to Director of Cancer Services. Not even a Doctor and the bitch get's that position. Promoted, for saving the Hospital money by killing off My Husband and how many other's?And NO, life still isn't any easier. In fact it's much harder. I don't see it EVER getting any easier. The Love of My Life, My Soulmate, My Other half, My Partner is gone. Senselessly Murdered, by the Hospital he told he wanted TREATMENT, NOT DEATH! Oddly enough, they treat drug addicts better than they do Senior's these day's. They treat them for Sepsis, but denied My Husband treatment after contracting it in their shithole. Once you turn 65, you're considered EXPENDABLE, thanks to Obamacare and HIS Death Panels.                                                                                    My Husband will NEVER be forgotten. I'll make sure of it. And those scumbag Death Monger's will never live it down. I'll make sure of that also!

I Love you My Knight and always will! Extremely Pissed Off Wife of Bill Knightly, Murdered by NON-consensual Hospice/Palliative care at St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH

Tuesday, September 29, 2020

Happy 46th Anniversary to the Love of My Life


Forty six years ago today I married the Love of my Life, My Knight,Another year I no longer have a reason to celebrate the life we made together,

You were taken from me too soon, no more happy memories to make, only the memories from the past that we shared,All the things we did together to make this house you loved so much a home,
The family we raised, the grandchildren we cherish,
We laughed together, we cried together through the good times and the bad, supporting each other in everything we did,
The only person I could ever count on, the only person I ever will,
We loved each other unconditionally, no matter what life threw at us,
We were always each other’s rock, I’ll never have that again,
I am so lost without you, we did everything together, I feel so alone and unhappy,
Our Love will last FOREVER, even in death,
I long to hear your voice and see your smiling face, the happiness in your eyes,
My heart will never mend until I’m in your arms again,
I’m no longer the strong person I used to be, I’m half a person without you, my heart is broken in two,
Marriage vows say until death do we part, but our marriage will not end at death,
We will be married forever, husband and wife throughout eternity,
Praying that we will be reunited again when my time on earth is over,
The sooner the better, again we will be one,
Happy Anniversary to you my Knight and please never leave my side,
I can’t bare the thought of not feeling you close to me, please don’t ever go.
I Love you my Knight and I always will. I will never let you go.
Love Always and Forever, Dot xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Saturday, September 26, 2020

Today is the 41 Month Anniversary of the ILLEGAL Stealth Euthanasia of My Husband, Bill Knightly by St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH

 

Today makes 41 months since the MURDER of My Beloved Husband by St. Josephs Hospital in Nashua. The Hospital we once trusted, but never again. Trust must be earned, but in their case  I've lost ALL trust and respect for the Hospital responsible for KILLING My Husband. Stealth Euthanasia is being practiced ILLEGALLY and the State of New Hampshire does absolutely NOTHING to stop it. I've heard out of all 50 States Euthanasia is legal in only 3. So why are the other 47 States getting away with the Murder of our Loved Ones? 

My Husband was denied hydration. I fought for an IV vehemently. Every time the IV bag ran out I called the Nurses station several times and sometimes waited over an hour for a Nurse to come in. I fought for a feeding tube. That went nowhere. They said it was considered surgery and he couldn't have that. I fought for a blood transfusion. The response I got by  Hospitalist, Winn Kyaw, "Why waste the blood on him when someone bleeding to death could use it more?" Dirty bastard. My Husband gave blood for many years of his life and was now being denied when he needed it. I will NEVER give blood after the way my poor Husband was treated. They even kept shutting off his oxygen. I kept bitching. Even the medication for Sepsis was stopped, even though I was never told he had Sepsis, or the UTI and severe pressure ulcers that caused it. I only wish I had known that a Palliative Care Nurse Practitioner Kristin Fox was the one giving the orders. A Nurse Practitioner whom we never chose or wanted to handle his care, or should I say the care he was denied. According to his Medical file, Kristin Fox ordered ALL treatment stopped along with the ILLEGAL DNR forced on My Husband. That bitch said he'd be dead with 2 hours. If she had her way, he would have been. She wanted to put him on a Morphine drip to just let him go. I refused and so did My Husband. Without any care or compassion from that wretched bitch, he lasted a week. She denies to this day that she is the one that stopped the medication and treatment, but I have it all in writing! 

The New Hampshire Board of Medicine told me themselves, My Husband was ILLEGALLY DNRed. Supposedly due to MISCOMMUNICATION! So I asked what are you going to do about it? Nothing! St. Josephs got away with the Murder of My Husband. My Husband whom I would have been married to for 46 years on September 28th.

I will keep on writing about the Murder of My Husband for as long as I live. He will NOT be forgotten and I'll make sure every chance I get that everyone know's that this Hospital of death killed My beloved Husband and many other's with Sepsis, Illegal DNR's and UN-wanted Palliative Care. If you care at all about your Loved Ones, steer clear of St. Joseph Hospital. Not to Saintly at all. They don't perform abortions there being a Catholic Hospital, so what gives them the right to MURDER our Loved Ones.

Billy, you will NEVER be forgotten and I'll make sure I keep spreading the word against this dump and the Death Monger's they employ! We miss you so much. Life is so hard without you. Karma needs to kick in seeing as the State of New Hampshire won't do anything! Payoff's? I'm sure!

I Love you My Knight and always will! Extremely Pissed Off Wife of Bill Knightly, Murdered by NON-consensual Hospice/Palliative care at St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH

Wednesday, August 26, 2020

Today is the 40 Month Anniversary of the Senseless MURDER of My Husband Bill Knightly by St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH

 

Today is 40 months since my beloved Husband's MURDER by the Hospital we once trusted, St. Joseph's in Nashua, NH. Life has not gotten any easier. If anything its gotten much harder.

I know My Husband wouldn't have left me if he didn't think I could do everything on my own and that I'd have plenty of help. He was  promised by some family member's I'd have their help and support. It's too bad it hasn't worked out that way. Unfortunately, My Husband's death was too much for some of the family to handle and they went off the deep end. No help there and no support. They still count on me to do for them. 

My plate is overflowing, which is the reason I don't have much time to keep updating my blog's. I don't have much time for anything, but I refuse to let My Husband be forgotten and I make sure I write a post for him for each month's Anniversary of his death and all of the other dates we shared. All of the thing's we did together, I now do alone. It really suck's. Some days I get so frustrated trying to do everything. I don't like to ask anyone for help and try my hardest to do everything that needs to be done. 

My Husband was a great Teacher. I learned a lot from him, working with him all the time. Sharing everything.There are some things I can't do myself, but I still try. My Life partner, My Soulmate, My other half is gone, but he will never be forgotten. He will always be Loved and Missed so very much. I hope he's looking down on me and is proud to see what I've accomplished, thanks to him. I couldn't have had a better teacher or a better Husband. He was "Simply the Best". No-one could EVER take his place.

I Love you My Knight and always will! Extremely Pissed Off Wife of Bill Knightly, Murdered by NON-consensual Hospice/Palliative care at St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH

Sunday, July 26, 2020

Today is the 39 Month Anniversary of the Murder and ILLEGAL DNR of My Husband Bill Knightly by St. Joseph's Hospital in Nashua, NH



Today makes 39 months since the death of my beloved Husband thank's to the Medical staff of St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua. Had they treated him for the illnesses he had, which we were never told about, he would be here today. All he asked for was treatment, but all he got was death, by the most un-compassionate, money hungry, UN-ethical Medical UN-professionals I have ever met. Un-trustworthy pieces of shit, who care about money more than they care about people. Their day will come. I only hope to see them suffer the way they made my poor Husband suffer, along with I and My family. Praying they will be denied medical treatment and written off by their own colleagues. Overdosed and Murdered, just like they did to My Husband and so many other's and continue doing thank's to State officials with no balls. Afraid to go after the Murderers of our Loved ones. Big payoffs I'm sure. Even the NH Medical Board admitted My Husband was DNR'd ILLEGALLY. You'd think they would have held the Murderers accountable. Not in New Hampshire. Like they say, Doctor's side with their own, just as Nurses side with their own and the list goes on and on. It's known as the Good Ole Boy's network. They all watch out for each other. It would be nice if someone watched out for the rest of us, but I don't ever see that happening. We are just peon's where our lives mean nothing to any of them. The almighty dollar is all any of them care about and Medicare Fraud runs rampant without repercussions.
Our tax money paying for the Murder of our Loved ones. What a sick, sick world.
My Husband will NEVER be forgotten and you bastard's will NEVER hear the end of me! I hope your lives suck and you get everything rotten you deserve, threefold!

I Love you My Knight and always will! Extremely Pissed Off Wife of Bill Knightly, Murdered by NON-consensual Hospice/Palliative care at St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH