I know My Husband wouldn't have left me if he didn't think I could do everything on my own and that I'd have plenty of help. He was promised by some family member's I'd have their help and support. It's too bad it hasn't worked out that way. Unfortunately, My Husband's death was too much for some of the family to handle and they went off the deep end. No help there and no support. They still count on me to do for them.
My plate is overflowing, which is the reason I don't have much time to keep updating my blog's. I don't have much time for anything, but I refuse to let My Husband be forgotten and I make sure I write a post for him for each month's Anniversary of his death and all of the other dates we shared. All of the thing's we did together, I now do alone. It really suck's. Some days I get so frustrated trying to do everything. I don't like to ask anyone for help and try my hardest to do everything that needs to be done.
My Husband was a great Teacher. I learned a lot from him, working with him all the time. Sharing everything.There are some things I can't do myself, but I still try. My Life partner, My Soulmate, My other half is gone, but he will never be forgotten. He will always be Loved and Missed so very much. I hope he's looking down on me and is proud to see what I've accomplished, thanks to him. I couldn't have had a better teacher or a better Husband. He was "Simply the Best". No-one could EVER take his place.
I Love you My Knight and always will! Extremely Pissed Off Wife of Bill Knightly, Murdered by NON-consensual Hospice/Palliative care at St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH
