I am Speaking up!!!!!!

I am Speaking up!!!!!!
Me and My Knight

Tuesday, September 29, 2020

Happy 46th Anniversary to the Love of My Life


Forty six years ago today I married the Love of my Life, My Knight,Another year I no longer have a reason to celebrate the life we made together,

You were taken from me too soon, no more happy memories to make, only the memories from the past that we shared,All the things we did together to make this house you loved so much a home,
The family we raised, the grandchildren we cherish,
We laughed together, we cried together through the good times and the bad, supporting each other in everything we did,
The only person I could ever count on, the only person I ever will,
We loved each other unconditionally, no matter what life threw at us,
We were always each other’s rock, I’ll never have that again,
I am so lost without you, we did everything together, I feel so alone and unhappy,
Our Love will last FOREVER, even in death,
I long to hear your voice and see your smiling face, the happiness in your eyes,
My heart will never mend until I’m in your arms again,
I’m no longer the strong person I used to be, I’m half a person without you, my heart is broken in two,
Marriage vows say until death do we part, but our marriage will not end at death,
We will be married forever, husband and wife throughout eternity,
Praying that we will be reunited again when my time on earth is over,
The sooner the better, again we will be one,
Happy Anniversary to you my Knight and please never leave my side,
I can’t bare the thought of not feeling you close to me, please don’t ever go.
I Love you my Knight and I always will. I will never let you go.
Love Always and Forever, Dot xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Saturday, September 26, 2020

Today is the 41 Month Anniversary of the ILLEGAL Stealth Euthanasia of My Husband, Bill Knightly by St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH

 

Today makes 41 months since the MURDER of My Beloved Husband by St. Josephs Hospital in Nashua. The Hospital we once trusted, but never again. Trust must be earned, but in their case  I've lost ALL trust and respect for the Hospital responsible for KILLING My Husband. Stealth Euthanasia is being practiced ILLEGALLY and the State of New Hampshire does absolutely NOTHING to stop it. I've heard out of all 50 States Euthanasia is legal in only 3. So why are the other 47 States getting away with the Murder of our Loved Ones? 

My Husband was denied hydration. I fought for an IV vehemently. Every time the IV bag ran out I called the Nurses station several times and sometimes waited over an hour for a Nurse to come in. I fought for a feeding tube. That went nowhere. They said it was considered surgery and he couldn't have that. I fought for a blood transfusion. The response I got by  Hospitalist, Winn Kyaw, "Why waste the blood on him when someone bleeding to death could use it more?" Dirty bastard. My Husband gave blood for many years of his life and was now being denied when he needed it. I will NEVER give blood after the way my poor Husband was treated. They even kept shutting off his oxygen. I kept bitching. Even the medication for Sepsis was stopped, even though I was never told he had Sepsis, or the UTI and severe pressure ulcers that caused it. I only wish I had known that a Palliative Care Nurse Practitioner Kristin Fox was the one giving the orders. A Nurse Practitioner whom we never chose or wanted to handle his care, or should I say the care he was denied. According to his Medical file, Kristin Fox ordered ALL treatment stopped along with the ILLEGAL DNR forced on My Husband. That bitch said he'd be dead with 2 hours. If she had her way, he would have been. She wanted to put him on a Morphine drip to just let him go. I refused and so did My Husband. Without any care or compassion from that wretched bitch, he lasted a week. She denies to this day that she is the one that stopped the medication and treatment, but I have it all in writing! 

The New Hampshire Board of Medicine told me themselves, My Husband was ILLEGALLY DNRed. Supposedly due to MISCOMMUNICATION! So I asked what are you going to do about it? Nothing! St. Josephs got away with the Murder of My Husband. My Husband whom I would have been married to for 46 years on September 28th.

I will keep on writing about the Murder of My Husband for as long as I live. He will NOT be forgotten and I'll make sure every chance I get that everyone know's that this Hospital of death killed My beloved Husband and many other's with Sepsis, Illegal DNR's and UN-wanted Palliative Care. If you care at all about your Loved Ones, steer clear of St. Joseph Hospital. Not to Saintly at all. They don't perform abortions there being a Catholic Hospital, so what gives them the right to MURDER our Loved Ones.

Billy, you will NEVER be forgotten and I'll make sure I keep spreading the word against this dump and the Death Monger's they employ! We miss you so much. Life is so hard without you. Karma needs to kick in seeing as the State of New Hampshire won't do anything! Payoff's? I'm sure!

I Love you My Knight and always will! Extremely Pissed Off Wife of Bill Knightly, Murdered by NON-consensual Hospice/Palliative care at St. Joseph Hospital in Nashua, NH